Dealing with my thoughts and writing them down became harder. They became a bit too much, and being that I was paranoid at the time I felt like anything I said would be read by someone else

At the time I was pulled out of school I was actually glad. I couldn't deal with the people at school anymore. I'm still pretty glad, because I'm not sure how I would've dealt with school if I hadn't been pulled out. It wasn't safe for me (other kids threatening violence, actual violence) and it wouldn't have been safe for them either, I don't think.

My T did make the right decision! I just don't keep a journal to show him anything else LOL