Very triggered. Want to write to email t and tell her I quit. I don't want to go to therapy. I want to tell her I lied. I want to tell her it was me pretending to be an other. I want to tell her there are no others here. I want to tell her nothing happened. I am scared. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't like where this is going. I just want to live a normal life without any of this. None of this is real. I want it all to go away.