I agree with everyone else-- Yes, you ARE loveable.

And I think this is a big step, showing an emotion to your T. I s'pose you felt better, as bottling all that up for so long can be quit the task(I truly understand) No I don't believe you were ever made of stone.... perhaps just too scared to appear vulnerable, that you have feelings and those feelings can be hurt/tears/sad...... and well, you will still be safe showing those feelings.

Can I ask you...... Have you ever shown your T. anger?

I finally had tears too..... but...... anger..... *gulp*.... that's a whole other story. so so afraid of anger....

thinking of you-

mandy