I reiterate what had been said above. I am inclined to think you were experiencing psychosis. I realise you didn't like it there but I believe the hospital was the right place. You may not feel it as so but your parents made the best decision. They clearly care about you. I think it wise to include them as part of your mental healthcare team. Kudows to you for considering yourself that things were not healthy. That is a big part of your recovery.