Dear Current T --

I seem to be having rather painful sudden pangs of loyalty towards you.

I don't want to keep the two other T appointments I've made.

And, I definitely don't want to tell them about my issues with you.

So, I'm reminding myself that you'll have no such in pangs filling up my spot immediately after telling me how much you'll miss me and how sorry you're to see me go.

And, I'm reminding myself that while you'll be perfectly sincere when you say it, you won't ever forget that it's a business you're running after all.

And, so I'm also reminding myself that if I can find someone better, I should.

Emotions have no place when it's emotions I need to work on.

So, I'll say it here -- I'll miss you too if I choose to leave. And, I will be sorry to not see you anymore.

- AY