Welcome Sammy!

It sounds like you have a lot to deal with at the moment, so I think it's a good idea that you are going to see a therapist soon. I think you should just tell them how you wrote it here or, if you might get nervous or forget what you want to say, maybe you could print out your post from here to read/give to them?

I hope that your appt goes well and that they listen to you and help you figure out a way forward. Post away if there's anything that we might be able to help with.

All the best,

*Willow*