Ok, so I kinda made a friend at school (she was the one who started talking to me), and she would start conversation with me before class (we sit next to each other in science). We also have the same lunch, but I never sit with her. I've always preferred sitting alone at lunch. I never talked to her really all that much. In truth, I don't want to have close relationships with people, and I think I may be schizoid, but I'm posting this here instead because more people are viewing this forum. So, I never talked to her because it stressed me out and like I said before, I don't want friends. But I lied to my dad and told him we did talk. My dad's gf keeps trying to make me talk to my peers, and was happy for me once I finally made a friend (not really since we don't talk). I would always sit where she couldn't see me so I wouldn't hurt her feelings and make her think I was purposely avoiding her. I want to tell them tbe truth so they'll listen to me when I say i think I'm schizoid (I've taken multiple tests and they all say I'm highly likely). But how? They'll either not believe me or get mad at me.
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