Hey t. Y'know that text I sent when I was partway home? I almost sent one from your driveway instead asking to come back in for a hug. I'm glad I texted when I did and we at least cyber-hugged haha. Damn it, why am I such a dork?! I wanted a hug so much before I left knowing I won't be back for a month. I should have just said so. Little Art is crying thinking about it. A month looks like a really long time right now. Really dumb considering not long ago I was talking about ending. Jeezo pete I'm messed up.... little Art is feeling punished because of the anger. I know that's not what's going on. It was the honest truth that part of me wants this break. But the part of me that's so attached to you does NOT. I shall hereby name that part Attachment. Attachment is too sad right now to even consider being mad. You really knocked the wind outta me there, t. Attachment does not want the break, and 15 refused to ask for a hug, Anger is still in hiding....I think it's time for an Active Imagination - Ego shall build a campfire and invite Attachment, 15, Anger, Good Little Girl, and Carlos to all sit around the campfire and Ego will stand next to the fire and ask each one of them what they want and we'll have a right round table around the fire.

I just hope they don't try to toss Ego in the fire.

ha ha? I love you way a lot you know. see you in a month.