So i have had depression for 9 years now. I have episodes that lasts months even sometimes a year or more.I have been on every anti depressant i know of and the last two i lost weight because i couldn't eat. They also didn't work. Since this will obvioulsy not go away or better. I do not know what happy feels like. I just want to know if anyone here has had Electric shock treatment and if it was successful. It seems to be my last option but i don't want to do it lose alot of memory. i have read about it but i need to here from people who have had it done. thanks