You didn't do anything wrong. I'm so sorry the people in your life are making you feel so badly about it though! It is none of their business. It really isn't. They should be supporting you through this painful time, so shame on them.

Again, I will say, you are fine, you didn't do anything wrong. I know you are beating yourself up, and feel awful for what that guy did to you. But it isn't your fault. Please don't be so hard on yourself. You are young. People make mistakes. We all do. If you learned something from it, you are the better for it.

I see that this is your first post, so welcome to Psych Central. I hope you keep posting, Ashamed.