Hmmmm
To me, trusting T means being able to share my innermost feelings and thoughts with him without fear of reprisal. It means that I can just be in his presence. It means that I know he will not hurt me. It means that I can listen to his thoughts and ideas without dismissing them forthright just because I didn't generate them myself. It means I respect his boundaries and he respects mine and that I can allow him to just be as well. Oh, the list goes on and on.
Can I do all these things? Not consistently. The meaning of trust for me is an ever-changing definition and a work-in-progress. It's not static.