I have to agree with Mel here. I have drunk dreams when somethings going on in my life thats taking my focus away from recovery. Its like a little reminder saying "hey...you're an alcoholic, here's a dream so you get back to your recovery being first". My friends and I like to call them "freelapses".

Always so so grateful it was just a dream, but it makes me look at what might be lacking in my recovery program. I always share about it when I have those dreams, so its good that you shared about it. While the dreams always put me into gratitude, I still treat them like a red flag.
Hope you feel better soon Cy. Feel free to PM if you need a shoulder.

Rayna