Working as a paraprofessional is a great idea. You could be in the classroom, but wouldn't have the pressure of being in charge. Pay is terrible, but it would be a step in the right direction. How is your medication working out? It certainly doesn't sound like you are in balance right now. Best of luck to you. By the way, I am sure that your parents love being able to help you. Accept their help without guilt until you are able to live on your own. That's what parents are for.