I would like to clear up the age issue that a member brought to light in this thread.

In Feb. 2012 the OP posted they were 15yrs old. "Hi, I'm from australia, and 15 y/o." It makes sense that now they are 20yrs old since it's been 5 years ago they made that post in New Members.

To the OP, it's very possible that you really are not as ready to initiate or have sex with your boyfriend just yet. That could be why part of you is resisting. My suggestion is that you take everything slowly and one day at a time. When the time is right, you will not question it and it will happen naturally.

Wishing you well!