How do I know that I am getting better? Does my T give me a special certificate? Do I get a plaque? Do I graduate? I feel different, I feel like the world has changed for me and I can handle so many different things. The depression is gone as well as the anger. The jealousy, guilt and mental pain have left me as well. So do I get a hero cookie or a gold star. And how many gold stars do I have to save up to get my certificate?