Thank you all. I am doing everything I can to ensure that my little girl is taken care of. I'm starting to come far enough along in my recovery that I can spend time with her and not get so frusterated. Last night she and I palyed Monopoly Jr. WHen it was bedtime I made her help me clean it up. SHe wanted my mom to read her a story so I let them have alone time. She came out to do one last potty/drink stall and as she walked past me I said I love you baby girl. SHe said I hate you mommy. So instead of my normal reaction of reacting to that. And letting it upset me, I simply said, well that's ok, but Mommy still loves you very much. But then a few minutes later she let me tuck her into bed, I was so happy.
Ok, I guess enough of my rambling. Thanks for all your support. It really means a lot to me.