So it's two days later than my last post. Still feel the same and that's unfortunate. I'm leaving to see my sister so I can try to break the current episode of not eating so I will survive. I know it's a bit redundant but I need to let it out.

My brain is really messed up. I'm thinking about doing a water-only fast to see how long I will live without food. Not to kill myself, but to see how long I can hold out before I give in. I figure I'll give in at some point.