For about a month now I've really been wanting a job, my T and I have been discussing this and feel it'd be a great thing for me, I'd have less time to spend pondering and more ""busy"" time. But I am scared to DEATH!!!! BAHHHHHH.....I'm just 17, so I havent worked a job before regularlly, I know nothing about them, and with my mental probs it only makes it seem more intense.

The options of jobs for me are a department store or a movie theatre...the movie theatre seems the best sense our area is small they have little customers. Anyway...I've thought about calling and saying " hey, I was wondering if you had any job openings, blah blah blah"....anyway...I'm so scared to do this, I mean i've never had a job, everyone goes through this but does mental instablity hurt this?

Anyway guys I'm scared...I don't know anything abouta job and I'm afraid I won't ask questions.....

Please help...its not set in stone that I will get a job yet...but I do want too...