I've found that I have a few different almost distinct behaviors. Sometimes, I'm outgoing, social, adventurous, and talkative -- friends have said I had the gift of gab. But, on other occasions I find myself not being able to express myself. I'm then not socially withdrawn, but I'm not characteristically outgoing yet more so introspective and introverted. Then, there is the depressed me, seeking isolation, keeping my thoughts locked away from the outside world, struggling to understand and rise above. I prefer the first version of me.