hi Luz22, i think your feelings are perfectly normal and there's nothing wrong in deciding just to go with toys. you may find in time you are ready to move on or you may find just toys alone suits you. i'd say it's natural to have sexual feelings begin to surface after some therapy, but it's also natural to find it hard to open up, maybe to be afraid of getting physically or emotionally hurt, and if the traditional life of hubby and kids isn't for you then it's no big deal so long as you're happy with whatever lifestyle you do choose. just my opinion.

oh and to pc