Things took a turn for the worse. Last night her head was directed in a peculiar direction. She asked the spirit if she's being harmed. The answer was yes. She also saw a "jesus audition" and wondered whether she was in Alice in Wonderland. She had trouble sleeping and was woken by flashes of "bad images." This scared the crap out of me.
I called her shrink, who said she needs to be evaluated immediately. I knew she would refuse. The shrink said to bring her in or she would need to go to the ER. It was bad, there was a 911 call, which was cancelled in the end. She was given the choice of her shrink or the ER. I brought her to her shrink. Needless to say, she is furious with me.
I know that I acted behind her back, but I was so scared for her, I didn't know what else to do. I asked myself what I'd want if the situation were reversed (which would be for my partner to take me to my shrink) and simply did that. I'd rather be the guy who brought his girlfriend to her shrink against her will (thus violating her trust in me) than the guy who watched as his girlfriend descended into madness.
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