RoboT,

I've spent 4 weeks in an ebb and flow of needing and not needing you. I thought that the closer I got to our next appointment I got, the more I'd want to talk to you.

I find that I'm in the opposite place. I'm too busy to cry on the couch with you. I don't have an hour for me right now.

I may extend our vacation until after school starts. You would say okay I guess. It's not like you'd force me to come in. I kind of want you to tell me that self-care is important and I need to make time for myself, and part of that is therapy.

But I'm not sure when you're "back." I didn't ask. I was too preoccupied. So...I don't know what I'll do.

-Daisy