Hello logpl1, I see this is your first post so welcome to PC!

I hope you find your time here to be of benefit. Once you have 5 approved posts, you will be able to enter the chat and talk to fellow members. There is almost always someone online to chat with.
I would recommend seeing a doctor for the issues you describe. It sounds distressing but it could be caused by a number of things, it is best to talk to a professional about it but hopefully some members here can provide some insight as well.