I use to be on viibryd but I moved and insurance didn't cover it in this state I've been on several while in this state. They seem to like effexor and welbutrin together but that didn't seem to help. I guess viibryd can't be taken with other AP's. That's why I was only on viibryd and lamictal before. I don't know I'm hoping a higher level of lamictal. I'm not sure I'm even depressed. Can you be suicidal and not be depressed? I'm a little better today even talked a little to people without feeling nervous. I also talked to my dad he seemed not to be phased by yesterdays conversation. September doesn't seem far away just if I can keep my head together until then. I'll see what T says. I don't know it's like nobody would expect it right now. I'm safe tonight but it's up and down all day.