Update 2 - I recieved another letter from the ministry of transportation (they clearly came out of order) saying that I have to file another report in april that I'm abstinant supported by weekly blood tests and that I'm mentally and emotionally stable.

The weekly blood tests are just annoying, and this is real motivaition to stay sober. The mental & emotional stability part pisses me off, It's a result of my pdoc giving a complete overview off my mental health Dx and treatment when she wrote them about my being abstinant for 6 months. Now this pisses me off because I see it as being discrimination based on mental health issues - I mean since when is depression a reason to deny a licence.

I'm trying not to think about it, since I can't do anything about it today, and will just have to submit reports in April. But I really feel like the government is intruding way too much on my life.

The really stupid thing is, I would have had to go through far fewer hoops if I'd just gotten a straight DUI. Assuming I didn't kill anyone, it would have been pay the fine, take the suspension, and be done with it.

But between now and April, I'm just going to enjoy driving.