L, you know what? i just realized something. I can use my stubborn-ness here for good. I've been afraid that if we don't manage to end amicably that I will spiral and lose all the progress I made. But you know what??? I won't, because I am stubborn and I refuse to let that happen. Yes sometimes I can be a stubborn PITA as you so delicately told me that one time during a phone session. But sometimes stubborn is a GOOD thing.

Maybe I can convince my stubborn-ness to help me get over this too. Maybe.
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