Yeah, I really really don't understand why they didn't just call the police. My former t definitely has my new address--she's sent me bills here for some of our phone sessions.

And yeah I wonder if they're feeling like they've been too involved in my care. They've done a lot for me over the last two years... nothing inappropriate but definitely a lot of work (e.g. answering emails, seeing me on weekends when I was really bad, occasionally answering texts and making appts to talk on the phone). I dunno if that's standard practice or if they went above and beyond or if they're willing to do this for anybody and I happen to be a particularly needy patient? Or maybe it's because I was in medical school (just graduated, am now a new physician) and they identify with me as a care provider... or they feel guilty because they really have not shifted my depression like at all even through all this work. (I think the last one is at least a little bit true--one of the only times my t ever looked vulnerable to me was when she asked if I felt like therapy had helped me at all.)

I dunno I see how it's totally possible they're withdrawing appropriately (especially because this incident FINALLY prompted my new pdoc/t to call each of them and learn about my tx hx--maybe they feel like they've properly handed me off to a new doc so I'm not their problem anymore). But it still feels punitive to me, like I was bad and now they don't give a **** anymore.

(I wonder if I somehow manufactured that feeling--like I didn't pick up their calls because it's easier for me to say goodbye when I'm mad at them??)