Thanks for the hug...I needed it today! This why I think I am so upset...I told him many, many times how the summer months are the worst for me, and specifically July. He KNEW I needed that time. He really did. He did this to me two weeks in a row. When it happened the first week, I reiterated that I needed my appointments and it happened again the next week (last Friday). It was so bad that I had to make an appointment with a different T for last Friday because he wouldn't give me my time. The other T appointment wound up falling through (because my T didn't get back to me in time...extra hurt), but the other T emailed and said he couldn't understand why my T would not make time for me because it was obviously important. I keep asking myself the same thing. He knew I needed the time, so why didn't he do something to fix it instead of just apologizing? Ugh. I don't know. I do hate feeling that I need him so much, but I literally have no family/friend support system. He's it. And I feel like he really screwed up here and he doesn't care because he didn't try to fix it. If my situation weren't as bad as it is, I really wouldn't care about these mistakes, but it IS bad and I DO need him. It sucks.