. After being out of work for 4 years. I'm so proud of myself. I applied for 2 pt cleaning jobs, and a job at an apple farm (I talked to someone there, who didn't seem interested in hiring me, but whatever).

I am not sure what to say about why I've been out of work so long. It's due to my disability, mental health. And complacency. I've been wanting to work since last year actually. I have been volunteering for 6 months. I'm just not sure how to explain 2 long job absences. I have a spotty job history due to mental health and being on disability.

I do have a plan though. I am exploring interests, and think I might go back to trade school for office technology. I'm also interested in working with my hands, and body, very much. My goal is to work full time. Become independent. I need money.