"But I expected them to worry and then realize that I need more support, not get mad and withdraw support."

Would it be more helpful to verbalize what you want and need instead of assuming/hoping any of your therapists mind-read what you need? It is a lesson I am still learning, too.

Also, I used to work for a GP. He would see his employees as his patients at no cost and there were some other benefits that sucked me in. But it was a HUGE mistake to let my BOSS, the GP, be privy to all my medical care concerns as well as my psychiatric concerns. Huge.

Money is an issue but I would keep the roles of employee and client as far apart as you can. Take it from someone who didn't.