I think that trying to understand the motives of someone else is a futile exercise. I'm sorry that happened though, capt. I know I'd feel pretty low if that happened to me.

Hello who I assume to be my European couchies. Hope you're all doing well this morning.

H and I have a doctors appointment today. My doctor said that they want to test both my hormone levels and his sperm health. I hope it goes well. I hope H is okay. If both he and I have fertility issues, I'll probably stop treatments right now and focus on adoption instead.