T,

I messaged you about going to see a lawyer to sort out my affairs in case of sudden death.

I guess I want to say "Don't worry, I'm not suicidal. I want to be prepared in case I die suddenly due to how much drama I've seen in my family over such matters", as though you'd even be concerned, as though I matter that much.

A part of me doesn't think I'll outlive the parental units, T. So I want to be sure nothing I have saved goes to them. I've paid them back for raising me, with interest. Including paying them money they loaned me for tertiary education. I owe them nothing more, since they gave me these psych issues due to their maltreatment.