Thanks EV.

Just feeling like crap today. A couple of things keep surfacing. For one the other girl who took the brunt of the abuse. I was the only one who experienced and knew what she went through. I was not a good friend to her then or now. She is presently very ill with cancer and not likely to get better. I've called her, emailed, sent flowers but haven't made an actual trip to visit her. Just another example of me running away and letting her fend for herself.