Thank you.
I am trying very small baby steps to get my power back & make some moves in my life, but it's going to take some time.
So today I asked him if I can get some balloons to release for her. For the first few yrs we did this to remember her.
He said no. 5 balloons apparently causes "pollution" & really he doesn't wanto remember it. At all.

Yes I should've just brought the balloons home & done it myself but part of me still considers his feelings & his loss.
But soon in the next few yrs I think, my kids will start to ask questions. Then I'm going to steer them to him!