My 1 year old sons father is in prison and gets out in October of 08. He has a long criminal record and 12 year cocaine addiction. I am afraid of him. He came over to my place one night and starting yelling and banging at my door for money to pay his dealer. He has a bad temper, and I have always been afraid of what he might do. I have told him that he scares me and he just tells me that I am lying. I became extremely depressed and had panic attacks everytime I went home. The depression lead to alcohol abuse and bulimia. I am seeing the counselor at my college but it is not enough (especially now that I am on break). I NEED to be strong by the time he gets out, I need to be able to mentally handle all the bs I know he is going to put me through. I cannot break down again. Ineed to be able to take care of my son and finish my degree. Where can I go? What do I do? I have off for a while, and I will dedicate 24 hrs/day if I have to.