The way I see it, this week's work doesn't need to be done until after New Year's. That will give me more than enough time to actually become motivated to learn the material. In the meantime, my parents recieved a progress report in the mail today. Straight A's, the only exception being a B in English. Nothing to worry over. If you read my posts, I think you can see English isn't an issue for me.
The procrastination isn't a good thing, but at the very least, it isn't stressing me out at this point. I'm going to some holiday parties tomorrow, one with family and one with friends. I've found a song from my favorite band that absolutely blows me away; I've been listening to it almost obsessively. I practiced piano, even though my poor excuse for an instrument (61-key non-weighted keyboard) is beginning to frustrate me. I'm writing. I'm happy.
And in the end, I think what matters most is how a person feels.
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A life all mine
Is what I choose
At the end of my days...
-The Gathering, "A Life All Mine"
The Bite-Sized Truth