I've had one slip up were I ended up in the er after an attempt but I feel like I'm doing better I found this app which has immersed me in all these art challenges I never thought I'd be interested in art till that app I'm writing a book on kindness and a fiction book my cousin donated money to pay for it so I'm very blessed my health is not to good my conversion disorder has caused non walking and er trips and immobility several times. I also am having problems feeling sensations the neurologist had me do blood work today nervous about result .I'm scared of dying especially by God's hands I want control over how I die cause it'll be less frightening. But I am doing good also plan on taking a class on crafts you making cake toppers I took a picture of what I made for my friend whose leaving it's a hangar let bag if you didn't know oddly though when I did the picture I felt is if I'd done those pictures before somewhere else like maybe in a past life or something I don't know it was very odd.