I love the way you write and express yourself.
Personally, I have ADHD, so it's the norm for me. It has even gotten to the point of it annoying the crap out of me. Then, I realized that I needed to let things flow and fall in its place. At the given time. Not my time.
I was too fast paced. Trying to attach ends meet by trying to quickly accomplish things in life.
So I started to takes things easier and let those things flow and it has worked out for me.
Letting things flow in time, for me, was probably one of my best choices I have dedicated my time to take a part of, happen.
Hope all works out very well on your end.
Wish you the out most best!