thanks for your support...well day one and i might be getting kicked out....yep you heard right....unfortunatly it is going even worse than i suspected
mom is totally anorexic like...and she is drunk off her rocker.....at first i wasnt sure...we came home from a party (right before i got yelled at for not telling her the shower was open.....even though i thought she was ready) anyway...we got home and she said lets spend time together...i was so happy i couldnt wait...finally time with mom...riiiight...stupid stupid stupid I asked if she wanted to hear about my job and she said dear god no its so pathetic you cant do that the rest of your life (she doesnt realize i guess im in PA for that reason) and she was scary...she kept repeating things over and over again and started screaming at me and i kept telling her she needs to relax and speak softer because people are sleeping...she is just not there ....very scary....talks to herself...gets these horrible raging looks on her face.....and she went from crying to calling me a ******.....man this is horrible and its only my first day...
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"You look at me, and you dont like what you see. But this is the price of living with you, Mother. "
- White Oleander
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