Thank you! I feel so much better now that I was able to say exactly how I felt. I've really been missing something for my entire life. Yes, I can definitely move forward and past this and continue to do good work with him. I think my feeling safe enough to be completely honest with him is worth more than a million apologies (sincere or otherwise). Does that make sense? I'm not sure how to phrase that. I'm trying to say that me feeling that safe with him is huge. I've never had that feeling with anyone before. I'm not 100% sure that he wasn't being sincere, just past experiences have my mind going right to that place. I have to remember that he isn't T 1 or 2 but that he is still a T and they are taught to diffuse situations before they get out of control. Your help and support has been invaluable to me these past few days...I can't thank you enough!