Sweetie, of course you should be concerned! YOU MATTER! Love isn't supposed to feel this way. Please, please leave before it's too late. I know how hard it is to be in abusive relationship. My ex husband used my love for him to manipulate me. That's what is happening with you...please PM me anytime! Keep me posted on how you are doing. I'm glad that you aren't isolated because that can be dangerous. Take care!