I am sorry you are all feeling bad been there done that. It is never too late. First real job - I was 55 years old, stayed there 19 years 2nd job at 65 last promotion 66.

Have you tried State department of Rehab services. Can you get into DBT? Age makes a difference a stable home makes a difference. "HD" I have seen an amazing transformation with you - congrats!! I know you will probably say no way but from the outside it looks much different with you keep taking those baby steps. 10 baby steps equals 1 adult step more or less.