Hi welcome to PC! I'm sure you'll find it very helpful. Just a suggestion, you would likely get more answers to your question if you started it as it's own thread as it's a very specific question and I'm sure others may have questions for you. This particular thread is a bit more of a game. You have to answer the last question posed and then ask a new one. I have read a couple of books written by psychologists with BP so it's certainly possible. Good luck!