That is woman is prettier then me, I dont party any more and he still does, The women that do this are the partying type of women, I feel like I dont measure up, And maybe I am boring and he would like a partier woman, He says he does not want that, I am a recoving alcoholic myself and it makes it hard, He is very good looking and I just feel like I I am good enough, I wish I had higher self esteem and confidence, I dont like to feel like this