i was afraid to even click on the church of satan link they gave,at first..but may get up the courage...I really don't see any harm if I don't want to join it

just for educational reasons..I probably will..but am reading allot on stuff in another thread for now..but I did not want you to feel I was against your desire to learn what you want

I feel I have been haunted my whole life...by both good and evil

i actually believe that a house I bought in 2006....that was build in 1907...drew me to it through supernatural intercession...and concessions were made by supernatural
(the original builders maybe) for me to aquire it and renovate it to better than new condition..for dirt cheap, so life would be brought back in it before its 100 year birthday..just a recent feeling..but have had even more recent things happen also

I think these are good spirits though

but my whole life I think good,bad,lost spirits have tried to communicate with me...far back as I can remember to age 2 or 3..and now

"not sure why they have"..but this is probably my main reason for not becoming a nonbeliever, and I know it sounds crazy..but I have had to many dreams and real life experiances to not believe this..as well as a detached since from normal reality my whole life

I can feel why you feel you should hate some that you feel you must....I have been there as well,maybe in a different way though