(((((((((((Sunrise)))))))))))))

Thank you so much for your response. I don't know if i'd go as far as saying i'm "mature and healthy" but i'll take it!

And I hope you're right, I hope that one day i'll be able to "fix" this - whatever it is... In the meantime, I will have to stick to the indirect ways of "connecting" with her. Hopefully over time, we'll both gain the courage to be more direct...

Thanks again