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Originally Posted by avlady
everyone has emotions, its what and how we deal with them. I think a person should address them as they occur rather than stuffing them inside. You probably could help yourself if you did somthing for yourself to deal with them like taking a course on emotions or reading a book on them. You say you can handle them by putting them inside your self. This doesn't work no matter what or how small they seem to be as i know through my own experience that it doesn't work this way. You'll have a blow up one of these days even though you're working or while you are out and the men in the white coats so to say will follow you to the hospital. The pshyc ward. Please get a doc or t to help you even if its not too bad right now, or you will loose your cool sooner or later. Good luck!
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Thank you for your concern but I am fine.
Even if I did get help, it is unlikely that it would do me much good. I've tried on several occasions to deal with my feelings, both on my own, and with help. Every time that I try, I bring myself more needless pain and confusion. Right now, I am in such a critical point in my life that I can't risk letting my feelings interfere. I've worked so hard to get to where I am at now and I am so close to accomplishing something meaningful with my life for once and becoming somebody worthy of respect in the process.
I will kill the old me. He was weak and held me back from my ultimate potential. That pathetic, emotional kid who lacked the backbone to do what needs to be done. I am not him anymore and I refuse to ever become him ever again.
The best that I can do is keep following my ambitions. When I have plenty of money, I will be able to afford things like self help coaches, experimental treatments, the highest end supplements, and any other type of resource that I need to take care of my own issues without dealing with the mental health system that is too inept to help somebody like me.
Anyways, I digress from the main point here. This thread isn't about me so much as why I think that being this way isn't a problem.