I have a bad feeling about this upcoming concert

The whole thing has just been weird. Massive last minute schedule changes, a piece we were going to premier that apparently won't be completed now til next year (wha?), a link to the seating roster yesterday where there were complete sections of 8 cello and 6 bass, but only 7 of 24 violins and 3 of 8 viola? Scores emailed to me by three different people?

I really want to cancel. I'll have to leave home tomorrow at 7am for this mess. Maybe I am just too anxious today. Idk. Sorry.