I wrote a poem, and hope I can share it here. I used to write a lot and this is the first time in years I have written. It's storming outside and I'm enjoying every beautiful note of every single raindrop and the clashing of the thunder.

Then & Now
I used to be ignorant, now I know too much.
I used to have faith, now it's what I lack the most.
I used to love the sound and sight of rain,
Now every rain drop is a message of pure hope.
I used to believe that trust meant secrets,
Now I understand trust is acceptance and belief.
I used to love animals and theirs sweet faces,
Now I have another two that have scarred my heart.
I used to think my scars meant ugly and weak,
Now I understand they are my story and my strength.
I used to believe my story was shameful,
Now I know it is my story to own.
That was then, and I'm working thru the now.