I don't cook, I don't color.
Aswering for the previous question, I struggle hugely with questioning the flashes of memories I get, that stuff is not part of my experience and causes me huge conflict because I live close to my family and I see them a lot, now I have these awful memory flashes that involve them and i really struggle to make sense of it. There is a LOT of conflict between parts that say family is dangerous and parts that say family is all they have. One little part in particular cries all the time that she doesn't want to see family anymore, that they hurt her but that is not at all real for me, I think she is lying. it is really hard to make sense of anything.I don't know what the truth is.

What would you love to have right now?